care Take Take care
1214 23:35
风?疯!

夜里风萧萧,宛如歌者音;

窗外叶飘零,犹如舞者形;

舞动随风起,风止舞无形;

有歌亦有舞,但未共赏人。

 

看着窗外的风想着TA又何尝不是孤身一人,听着敲窗户的声音仿佛在邀请我与TA作伴,我打开窗户与TA撞了个满怀,TA在我的身边环绕,邀请我与TA一舞,我也微微欠身行了个不规范的绅士礼,与TA在这狭窄的窗前起舞。

 

舞毕,风停,掩窗,晚安。

 

 

lumos lumos
1210 18:38
差点没赶上

受不了了,差点没赶上回校的车。今天速速回家了一趟,当天去当天回,看牙加拿衣服,刚好明天也要降温。一天回家又返校无疑是非常赶的,今早到达高铁站的时间刚刚好,但下午回来就没那么幸运了,我算好了时间,五点五十五的车,四点半出门完全是够的,今天有点衰,公交死活不来,从四点半等到了5点,想着实在不行要么改签,要么打滴,想着自己那可怜的学习进度,不行今天势必回校,到了15公交还没来,果断打滴,询问司机多久才能到,司机说最少也要三十分钟,管不了这么多了,叮嘱司机师傅开快一点,我也做了如果没赶上车的打算,心里想47要是还没到的话,果断改今天的末班车,好在师傅车技了得(闯了好几个红绿灯),最后刚好赶在关门前踩着点赶上了,不过打滴的钱属实有点肉痛,吃土几天吧😭😭😭。

今天回家,我弟难得起床了,之前每次回家他都在房间里睡觉睡觉,拉他出去玩都不去,诶嘿,今天他起来了,我刚到家就邀我出去玩,我也是闲不住,一起出去随便荡荡,这出去玩啊就是我消费,自己本来就不太富裕,姐tm今天又给他买了不少东西,钱包更扁了。和他聊到了爸妈在思想上有很大的差异,我妈有时候的思想真的有点封建,他表示很认同,甚至和我一样不太喜欢和老妈交谈,战线很统一。

和老弟商量,到时候买相机要向他借点,vocal,他果断答应并说到时候把压岁钱借我,等俺有钱再还(亲兄弟明算账),还要按$的利率,好好好,这样玩是吧。上午和他随便逛了逛。下午我去看牙,他要去领他下个星期的加餐费,因为银行和医院离得近,我们再次约定下午一起出门。回到家,他又去暖被窝,爷爷奶奶也陆续回家,干饭,和奶奶饭后闲聊,少爷吃完饭又继续暖被窝了。到了两点,少爷起床,一起去医院,路上,少爷看到草莓冰糖葫芦想吃,姐姐我当然是大气的给他买了,到达医院,等待医生,慢慢的人越来越多,有的甚至是上午挂的号,幸亏下午我们是一个来的,不然得看很久,看了医生这次的操作,大致估计整牙应该快要结束了(终于要结束了🙏)。看完牙和老弟去取他的“加餐费”,大气的说带我去吃草莓糖葫芦,这便宜怎么能不占,火速去买,宰他的机会可不多。又随便逛了逛,看时间也差不多了,回来收拾行李。到点出门,他还叮嘱我下次回来给他带点好吃的,虽然我每次都说会带,但目前只带了一两次。姐姐我下次回来多少得给他带点特色。

明天是一场要早起的恶战,希望我能战胜睡魔。

lumos lumos
1209 0:05
缓慢治愈系
[00:00.00]halcyon - Blü Eyes
[00:00.15]Lyrics by:Katie Stump
[00:00.30]Composed by:Katie Stump
[00:00.45]There's a house just off of halcyon road
[00:05.56]On a mesa overlooking the central coast
[00:10.51]It's where my grandma and my grandpa both grew old
[00:15.74]And it's always been my home away from home
[00:20.85]I grew up playing in the backyard
[00:24.14]Swinging on the swingset
[00:26.08]No idea what the real world was
[00:28.98]Or how crazy it gets
[00:31.84]Playin hide and seek
[00:33.66]With my cousins in the trees
[00:36.10]No clue then how much it all would mean to me
[00:41.76]I owe it all
[00:45.55]I owe it all
[00:48.14]To the memories in those four walls
[00:51.61]I owe it all
[00:55.68]I owe it all
[00:59.04]To the ones that taught me to love big and strong
[01:11.64]On Sunday mornings we would drive down to the beach
[01:17.05]All of us kids piled into the backseat
[01:21.92]Run up and down the dunes and jump over the creeks
[01:27.27]Since then I don't think I've ever felt so free
[01:32.34]Come home and hang out in the parlor
[01:35.27]After the sun went down
[01:37.61]That old beanbag from the 60s was
[01:40.46]The best seat in the house
[01:43.18]Every night by 9:00
[01:45.12]We'd end up singing Beatles songs
[01:47.84]3 part harmonies I swear still linger on
[01:53.11]I owe it all
[01:56.97]I owe it all
[01:59.66]To the memories in those four walls
[02:03.22]I owe it all
[02:07.07]I owe it all
[02:10.41]To the ones that taught me to love big and strong
[02:23.89]When grandpa finally said goodbye
[02:26.48]We sat in the living room and cried
[02:29.05]And I knew it would never be the same
[02:33.68]We took a walk watched the sunset
[02:36.18]And I knew it all would be ok
[02:49.14]I owe it all
[02:53.05]I owe it all
[02:55.78]To the memories in those four walls
[02:59.46]I owe it all
[03:03.36]I owe it all
[03:06.59]To the ones that taught me to love big and strong

歌词以及旋律都给人一种很温馨的感觉,会让我想起在外婆家的快乐时刻,在小池塘抓鱼,和表哥一起去破旧学校探险,和外公外婆在饭桌上唠嗑等等。

听到最后反而有一些伤感,莫名有一点emo,或许是因为这些温馨的画面停留在了过去,或许是因为家人在慢慢变老,终有一天会别离。

lumos lumos
1206 16:41
难得做的还不错

虽然是二刷,但阅读全对还是第一次,我又觉得我可以了,完形填空还是依旧错这么多个。作文真的好折磨,不知道怎么准备,前两天很是苦恼到底应该怎么写作文,浏览b站时,意外发现阿瑞有作文模板课,看到了希望,作文算是有救了😭😭😭。

还有不到17天,有点子紧张。

  1. lumos 博主 : 回看日记,补一条记录,阿瑞的模板课救大命,考研英语作文碰到的刚好就是我背的最熟的模板,这简直是天助我也,给阿瑞跪一个。
lumos lumos
1204 16:11
思维太活跃是个坏事

每次失眠时,想法都特别多,越想越睡不着,前天晚上失眠想出说说面板点击查看图片,然后昨天晚上学完回去给实现了,还有某天想到足迹代码的优化方法,也是第二天晚上回来给写了。昨晚又想到一些其它的功能,越想越睡不着,越想把它实现出来。当然失眠也不只是在想建站的事,还有很多很多之前发生的事情,一整个就是脑子里在放电影,回忆往事,总能想起很久远的事情。

调整作息对我来说太难了,一失眠就是两三点起步。

lumos lumos
1201 22:54
重温经典,但是改编版

好久之前就想玩这个植物大战僵尸随机版,晚上室友找到了资源,两人立即开玩,比比谁的运气好,事实证明我确实是在拿阳寿玩游戏。我已经玩到1-9了,室友还在1-3。能开出三个猫猫,还算欧?B站有许多up主都在玩,真的很好笑又很好玩,今天一玩确实上头。

 

  1. Alex : 文艺复兴
    • lumos 博主 : 经典永不过时
lumos lumos
1130 23:10
十一月的最后一天

转眼间,就到了十一月的最后一天,该摸得🐟都摸了,该学的习也算是学了,距离解放还有23天。

回看这个月的学习情况,惨不忍睹,计划本永远都在计划,却始终赶不上变化,有自制力但不多。现在回想,既然不知道我这个月具体干了什么,好吧,不记得就不想了,过去的都过去了,该玩的都玩了,最后不到一个月的时间,好好把握吧。

近期的学习效率还算可以,除了早上起不来,没啥大毛病。昨天晚上写了李6的选填,第一次选填看起来没这么惨了,今天又把剩下的大题写了,刚开始第一道大题就卡住了,吓得我觉得后面20天要恶补数学,做完后面的大题回头再做第一题,给写出来了(好险,不过真的要去复习知识点了,好多都忘记了),线代大题依旧是没写出来,这是真得恶补,最近也看了一些线代抢救课,希望能抢救成功,整体试卷最后勉强得个106分。数学最后的目标就是保稳100~110就好,不求高,不拖后腿就行。

肖八开始滚第二轮了,肖八整整八套卷子,选择题就只有3次是过了20分的,最高分也就27,政治还真不能掉以轻心,近期也是每天听带背,时间够的话就再去背一点内容,不够的话就是只听带背音频,效果好像还可以。

英语写了22年的阅读,写的不是很好,但浅算了一下分数,问题不大,分够了,主打一个分够就行。

数据结构的复习还不算吃力,在前期数据结构花的时间还算不少,第一轮就花了2个月,第二轮虽然没这么看,目前看来,考纺大是够用了,除了需要再多看点算法。算法是有点头疼的,所以近期也是有意的去训练算法,每天看心情选择性的去写一道算法题,这事还是要坚持下去。

lumos lumos
1122 23:00
听了之后有点上头
[00:00.00]woman on the hills - Isaac Dunbar
[00:00.38]Composed by:Isaac Dunbar
[00:00.76]Driving alone in my car
[00:06.27]To a new place in town
[00:12.30]Decided to go to the park
[00:18.23]I saw a new girl around
[00:23.78]She told me to take the whole world by the throat
[00:27.32]Boy you have something no one else has got
[00:31.26]You've got that perfect smile
[00:33.25]Yeah it makes the boys and girls run for miles
[00:36.53]Click click boom be ready soon
[00:39.53]You've got a photo shoot at two
[00:43.31]With the girl who made you who you are
[00:48.84]Don't turn your back when you're near
[00:51.67]The woman on the hills
[00:53.83]Taking photographs of you
[00:56.88]Taking a hold of you
[01:00.88]Don't laugh or craft when you're near
[01:03.39]The woman on the hills
[01:05.77]She needs more from you
[01:08.85]She needs less of you
[01:12.73]Hiding alone in the dark
[01:18.29]Try the element of surprise
[01:24.25]She found me and tore me apart
[01:30.14]And told me for the millionth time
[01:36.65]To take the whole world by the throat
[01:39.39]Boy you have something no one else has got
[01:43.28]You've got that perfect smile
[01:45.29]Yeah it makes the boys and girls run for miles
[01:48.72]Click click boom be ready soon
[01:51.58]You've got a photo shoot at two
[01:55.43]With the girl who made you who you are
[02:01.16]Don't turn your back when you're near
[02:03.87]The woman on the hills
[02:05.77]Taking photographs of you
[02:08.90]Taking a hold of you
[02:13.03]Don't laugh or craft when you're near
[02:15.29]The woman on the hills
[02:17.90]She needs more from you
[02:20.77]She needs less of you
[02:24.84]I was told to have no fear
[02:28.08]But to keep my locks curled
[02:37.14]Don't turn your back when you're near
[02:39.40]The woman on the hills
[02:41.62]Taking photographs of you
[02:44.91]Taking a hold of you
[02:49.00]Don't laugh or craft when you're near
[02:51.72]The woman on the hills
[02:53.88]She needs more from you
[02:56.81]She needs less of you
[03:00.32]Don't turn your back don't turn your back
[03:03.32]Don't turn your back don't turn your back
[03:06.28]Don't turn your back don't turn your back
[03:09.26]Don't turn your back don't turn your back
[03:12.21]Don't turn your back don't turn your back
[03:15.28]Don't turn your back don't turn your back
[03:18.25]Don't turn your back don't turn your back
[03:21.52]Don't turn your back

说不上来的旋律,可能是慵懒风?看网友评论是禁欲系,我只觉得烟嗓好绝,听完之后脑子里全是woman on the hills~~~